04 January 2012
(actual time)
Dear Son,
Mommy is having tough times now.
Our finances is not as stable as before. But don’t worry my little one… Mommy can still provide for you. It’s just that we’ll have to cut on some of our expenses so please bear with me…
I want to give you everything and all the best… So I’m really having a hard time dealing with all of these right now. I’m good at managing our budget my angel but I feel like giving up now.
Please forgive me if time will come that I have to go back to office and leave you again at home with tita. This is also for you because I want to give all you need. Because I love you so much…
It hurts me a lot not to be able to give what you want when you ask for it just because we don’t have the money…
Keep Mommy strong, son…Hug me and kiss me. Bear with my mood swings and make me smile everytime I frown. I need you to do this to keep me going…
Much love,
Mommy (shiveringbluestar)
