o3 January 2012
(actual time)
Dear my heart,
Why did you falter?
I thought we’ve already agreed to never fall again. I thought you’ll never do it again. But here you are, loving someone so dearly again…
It was supposed to be okay. But why choose someone who belongs to another already? And I thought you don’t love him… You’ve rejected him so many times already. And now, you’re falling… Why?
What have you seen in him for you to falter? He was just an ordinary friend to you before. A mentor. A colleague. He doesn’t even look attractive to you. So what are your reasons?
And why on earth did you let me tell him you love him using another number?! Are you nuts?! You’re such a chicken… Now how am I going to face him?
But then again, at least I won’t be wondering anymore…
*sighs* I guess let’s just let things be for now…
Be careful please…
Yours,
shiveringbluestar
