23 November 2011
(actual time)
Dear Self,
It’s all over.
Five years ago, this date marked the start of what you thought would last ‘forever’. Your sight was tinted with rose-colored glasses back then. But now, everything has come to an end. It seems that this forever is not the forever meant for you.
Your mind has been so preoccupied lately. It’s a huge struggle to write all about those things. Go back and re-live the pain. It’s like digging up closed wounds. But you survived it. I didn’t know that you could still be this strong, after everything…
And so, let’s take a break for now… Have some quiet time. Cry if you have to… Shout if you must…
But this should be the last. It’s all over after all.
Here’s for you…
Take care always,
shiveringbluestar