04 April 2008
My Dearest Angel,
I’ve been nursing you in my womb for five months now and I must admit that it’s not that easy. There are times when I feel so all alone. When I feel like giving up. But when I look at my clothes, how they suddenly start shrinking. And feel you within me, I know that I’ll get through all these.
It’s a great joy having to see you move and know your gender just lately. I can’t believe that there’s a life inside me. Moving and sharing with my life. Someone dependent on me. And I can already feel the huge responsibility on my shoulders. 
Life is never fair my Dearest… And that’s what I fear for you. I am afraid of the pains and sufferings that life could give you. I am afraid that as soon as you see the first spark of light and breathe your first, you are already part of this planet’s cruelty. It will be inevitable already for you not to get hurt.
But I am here my Dearest Angel… And as long as I am, I will be your shield. I will be your best friend. And, I will be your Mommy…
No matter what happens, it will always be you and me.
I love you…
Much love,
shiveringbluestar
