Hi Sweetie,
It’s almost half a year now and I can’t believe that it has been a long time already. It seems like only yesterday when I was endlessly crying and you were beside me and comforting me then… Perhaps you are even picturing in your mind right now the expression I wore on my face that night. But then, here we are now. Happy and still together.
Haaay… I’m now wondering again how did things happen. I mean, naaalala ko pa nga kung gaano ka-weird ang tingin ko sa’yo dati. Yes, I thought you’re weird. You came in the office with your shades on. You sat beside me, and did your business in the computer. You didn’t even bother to take off your eyewear. Pero, yup, you were really able to catch my attention. Okey sa style… Remember, “What’s your skypename?” Shy type ka pa kunwari.
I tried to turn you off actually during our first date. Medyo annoyed kasi ako sa pagiging demanding and makulit mo noon. I wore very comfortable clothes. I didn’t try to exert effort at all to impress you with how I dress. But, I felt a bit awkward when I saw you in your “Koreanovela” get-up. I thought an F4 member got lost in People Support Makati. And then, I started to become conscious of how I looked.
It was during that time when everything started. Okey, forget about the iced tea. You’re right. I thought you placed something in it. Paranoid talaga… hehehehe…
But you know what Sweetie. Despite the bloopers of our first date, you’re still able to ‘corrupt’ my mind. And then, I tried avoiding you but I also started missing you. Till it got worse that I already long for you.
What made me fall harder for you is how you cared for me when my ex and I broke up. I know that what you’re doing, looking after me, was tough. And yet, you didn’t leave me. and though you have all the chances way back when I was brokenhearted, you never took advantage of my vulnerability.
I was crying an ocean of tears when you told me that you loved me. I didn’t know what to say. And you even promised to always make me happy. Until now, you never broke that promise.
Back then, I thought you were insane. Crazy for offering help to me in case I’m pregnant. Although, as I recall things now, I find it so sweet of you… Wow, love mo ako talaga noh?
When Dad came back from the States, I thought I was gonna die. It kills me softly that I can’t see you. so many things entered my mind but thanks to you, I never believed any of them.
Your honesty made me strong and confident that you won’t cheat on me. I know how much you love me Sweetie. It shows. lalo na ‘pag nagseselos ka. Ang hirap mong suyuin eh. But its all worth it. I never thought that you’re jealous and possessive… Though, I confess that I also get flattered during those times.
Well, thank you Sweetie…You just don’t know how much it means to me that you’re always there for me. Thank you for helping me to stand on my own and face the world. I must admit too that I was so overwhelmed to meet your mom. She’s so nice and sweet just like you. I honestly like her and very pleased to meet her.
And, you surprised me just this April when you greeted me, “Sweetie Happy Monthsary” with that sexy voice of yours. We never celebrate those things but you remembered. It really amazed me.
I love you so much and for always Sweetie. I hope you feel it. Kung tatanungin mo naman ako why I love you… it’s because you mean so much to me. You are all I care about. It’s like, you are the sugar in my coffee and without you, my life will definitely be bitter.
I want to hug you tight as you read this. Cuddle with you and snuggle in your chest. I always miss you… mwah! mwah! mwah!
Love and yours only,
shiveringbluestar
